I left my parents when I was in senior middle school, or rather, since I was in junior middle school, I have only gone home once or twice each year. Occasionally I make a call to my mother, but we have so few words to say, and she tells what’s happened in our village, like uncle Tan died a few months ago, aunt Tan died a few weeks ago. My heart feels terrible, and I want to weep, in fact I do weep a little. It seems like people in our village are all dying or going to die, including my father and mother. in my dreams in the days that followed, there are yellow leaves falling from the trees. they are falling, falling, falling, like they will never end…… 　　
     I remember once when I was in senior school, my mother came to our school to attend the Parents Meeting. I got up early to play basketball that day, with an even more determined intention to avoid seeing her. I played and played till a classmate told me that my mother was looking for me. Finally I found her standing anxiously before the classroom door. I dared not to call her "mom", I came to her quietly instead, and asked her to leave the teaching building. During our walk to my dorm she said a few words to me, something like she was proud of my classroom achievement. I didn’t care. I wanted her to buy a pair of shoes for me. After a few moments thought, she said:
　　"OK!" 　　
     We went out of school, heading for the shoes market. During the walk, we didn’t say much, and I wanted to keep distance from her. She seemed to be ignorant of it. We came into a shoes store and selected a pair of shoes after choosing a long time she asked the boss of the price. 　　 "40 Yuan."
 　　On hearing this, her face reflected difficulty, then she bargained with the boss for a few moments. 　　
     "38,no more words!” the boss voice snapped. 　
 

      I looked at her face, it was quite unpleasant to see. I knew the money my mother had brought with her was not enough, so I whispered to her: 　　
     "Mom, let’s get out of here." 　　
     Her face seemed to fill with a kind of disappointment. 　　
     Then we returned to the school, this time I let her go ahead of me, because my eyes were filled with tears, I didn’t want her to see that I was crying. 　　
     When we arrived at the school, it was almost 12 o’clock I saw there was tear trace at the corner of her eyes, I knew what had happened during the walk. I asked her to have a dinner before she went home, but she refused. I bought her several pieces of bread and she took them with her until she got home. 　　
    That was six years ago, I have decent shoes, clothes on the campus now, but I will never forget this, I will never forget the tear trace at the corner of her eyes, I will never forget the expression of her eyes and face. I wonder if she sensed my reluctance to be seen with her. If she did, I am sorry I never told her how sorry I was, how unworthy I was, how I regretted it. 　　
     Last week, I told mom that I would not go home this summer holiday, she said: 　
  　 "take care of yourself while your mom is not by your side, mom miss you…your aunt died several days ago, I didn’t mean to tell you for fear that it would affect your study, but I think it’s not better than conceal it from you, anyway, you love your aunt." 　
 　 Yellow leaves……they inevitably turned up in my mind. 　　
    My mother always has a"good heart", she never shows envy of the more fortunate, though she can not let me live in abundance, she does better to guide me in the spiritual world. Now I want to say to her loudly: 　
    "Mom, I love you!"

                                           (The end)　

    Hi,everybody

     I had a debate with Hellen,and in that debate I changed and also added some argument of my points in my blog.So I'd like to put up my posts which replied to Hellen's.

   As for my point of"loneliness",I think you have already read my post.But I have something to add here to make my points more convincing.I'd like to say that maybe I misused the word"loneliness".Now I think the best word for my point  is "solitude".It must be true that  "loneliness"（寂寞） is not equivalent to "solitude"（孤独）.A person may not be lonely during all his life,but he must be solitary during all his life.You may ask me why do I say in such a way.Now please give me an opportunity of stating.

    You may have the similar experience that sometimes you can't express yourself or sometimes you were misunderstood by others.Why?I think there a handfull of reasons:

     First,I think language has its own limitations.As an old Chinese proverb runs well:"只可意会，不可言传."Sometimes you can't express extremely yourself because the language has its own limitations.

     Second,sometimes you reveal your will,but the will may lose truth during the process of circulation.So there are also great chances of being misunderstood.

To sum the two points up,I think being misunderstood is usual,being understood is unusual.As a Chinese caseworker says:"Man and woman married because of misunderstand;they divorced because of understanding."

     Third,I'd like to say that the people's thoughts are just like a house with a great gate and many little doors.They have been locked by the owners and the others can not enter.Some owners lost their key,and that is terrible!

     All in all,we are all solitary in this universe,though many people don't realize. 

We can drive loneliness away,but we can not drive solitude away.But I think solitude is not so bad as we think if we can realize this.

    I am looking to your further argument. 

    I have to correct the name of my blog.I think"My Story" is better than"My Story——Rural Literature".I am a appalling "writer".Sorry to all.

   
Oceans apart day after day
And i slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn t stop the pain
If i see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted all the times

That i thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter
I taste the tears
But i can t get near you now
Oh can t you see it baby
You ve got me going crazy
I wonder how we can survive this romance
But in the end if i m with you
I ll take the chance
Oh can t you see it baby
You ve got me going crazy
Waiting for you~

  I am from Hubei province.I was born in a small village in South west of Hubei which is near Chongqing and Hunan.There are so many mountains.

 "鄂西南山原包括长江三峡以南由巫山武陵山的一部
分组成。山高谷深，山顶宽旷，具有高原性山地特色。"

 When I read your article "My mother's tear",frankly speaking,I feel a little sorrow,because it reminds me something.

    I still remember that moment when I saw the tear tracing at the corner of my mother's eyes.It was me who made my mother unhappy, but the cause was just a little matter.I think your mother will surely be proud with you .

    Hi,Angellong

     I am from Hunan province,and I can feel the same feelings with you about your villagers.

     BTW,how long have you been in Beijing?Have you adapted to the climate there?I also want to go to Beijing.

    It's a long time that I haven't called my mother.I wish she is healthy and secure.I must make a call to my mother tonight.Thank you,Pearljenny,for reminding me of calling my mother.

    Today I got lots of useful information in http://www.younglawyer.org/index.jsp. It's a good website,especially for my major.

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned  
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

This is a song from "Savage Garden"(野人花园),I love this band.Is a beautiful song,isn't it?

Savage Garden, I love them!

It is so beautiful! 

I have download  their many songs

  .^_*.

What a pity that they seperated from each other!

    Hi,Angellong

     I also like Savage Garden very much,their songs are a little different from others'.BTW,you hedged in answering my questions above.This time,I'd like you to answer here.Thank you.

   healther:Sorry for failing to reply your questions.

  I have been here for 5 years since I came here to study.After graduation from university,I got a job in Beijing.So I stayed here.

People here are very kindly.They would like to help you if you need .

   I have a stong adaptability.But, I have to say that it is too dry except Summer. It is terrible in spring if sandstorm comes here.I don't like that.

My skin on face is not good because of the climate. Certainly,the other reason is that I am in city. It is not as comfortable as the countryside,you know. I am wondering  if I should go to one of Southen cities in fact.You know there are so many factors impact your choice of  where you stay.

   But I should say I love this city because of her kindness,her history,her culture.